Monday, May 25, 2009

I FOUND RENEWED FAITH

Autumn

Hello and Good evening  to all my Dear Sweet Blogging Family;

I am so very Blessed to have you all in my life, and even though we have never met,  you are all here for not only me; but for each and every one out there...  Your Prayers I feel so much, and I can't even put into words how it makes me feel......  so Thank You all  from the heart.....

The photo above to me is the path the Lord is taking me down, for the past few days I have really been reading his word every night. He  has been talking to me through the words in the Bible, and showing me  small parts of where he is leading me.  I  really really did  lay down and laid  all my sorrows and troubles at his feet, and left them there...  Ladies I can't tell you how much lighter my Heart is, and the weight of the world is off my back too. 

My husband and I still are talking, but I deep down I have hope of us coming together as one again, but I am at peace if it is not going to happen.  The Lord has taken that  scared  angry hurt  Lady and gave me Peace;   His Peace;  I am hoping to be able to keep my home, but that must be the Lords will not mine, and I am at peace with that too.  But still being  of  Flesh  I will be sad and heart sick, but trust in the Lord that he knows what is best for me...... 

It is not easy by no means to walk a path not knowing where it will lead, but I am.   So for the sake of our family we are still friends and do want to keep the family together even though we are still apart, we think it is very important that they all feel safe and loved and that we can do family  cook outs and such.  It is kind of weird that we are so much nicer to each other now, and we are having some fun at times....  so I see that as a good thing... no matter what, we will always be there for our family together.

23yrs of Marriage is a long time to bring out meanness and hate which I will not do and he will not do... we  have been together much too long for such petty things...

I had better make this short,,,,,,  I know too late..lol    I just wanted to share with you all what the Lord is doing for me in my life, and that I love you all for you concern and Prayers.  So my the Lord Bless each and every one of you....  Until next time;

God Bless;

Hugs;

Alaura

11 comments:

Heather's Stitches said...

Isn't GOD good to give us peace when we need it most! You sound much better and I'm happy that your doing better!
Blessings,
Heather

The Green Pea said...

I will be praying for you and your husband that you both find God's wisdom and peace. God Bless you both. Sandi

TattingChic said...

God bless you and your husband, Alaura.

((Hugs)), friend!

Beverly said...

Oh my gosh, Alaura. I did not know all of this was going on with you. Bless your heart. I am so very sorry.

You will be in my prayers, dear one.

Naturegirl said...

Hello dearest Alaura!Still keeping you in my thoughts. What a great attitude you have..giving it up to the Lord and allowing him to take on the worry. hugging you Anna xo

Shelia said...

Oh, Dear Alaura, you've been in my thoughts and prayers! I'm so glad you have the peace that passes all understanding! God is faithful to His children and He'll take care of you!
Thanks for letting us know how you're doing and thanks for coming to see me.
Be a sweetie,
Shelia :)

trash talk said...

Alaura, I am so happy to read that God is granting you some peace. I am still praying that things will work out and perhaps in a way you never thought it would.
Debbie

fairmaiden said...

So glad to hear you are doing better. The LORD is so good. His Word is a lamp unto our feet. Abide in Him.

Jill said...

Alaura,
My goodness, you certainly have had some changes in your life, since I last stopped in to visit.

I am sorry to hear about your separation, but I am glad to hear that you are feeling much better and have found some comfort. Isn't wonderful to know that He is always there to listen and help.

Hang in there...you know we are all thinking of you!

Cute little softball girl! Now there is a bit of fun!
~Jill

kathy said...

ALaura , You have trusted in the best -- God wants us to trust him !! How wonderful that you have such a sense of peace in the middle of the storm . Will continue to pray for you and family -- Kathy - ga

Smilingsal said...

I'm glad to hear that you're reading the Bible and praying AND receiving peace. I know that this is a most difficult time, and I'm so glad that God is good and will be with you. Can you imagine going through this alone? How awful that would be!