Hello and Good evening to all my Dear Sweet Blogging Family;
I am so very Blessed to have you all in my life, and even though we have never met, you are all here for not only me; but for each and every one out there... Your Prayers I feel so much, and I can't even put into words how it makes me feel...... so Thank You all from the heart.....
The photo above to me is the path the Lord is taking me down, for the past few days I have really been reading his word every night. He has been talking to me through the words in the Bible, and showing me small parts of where he is leading me. I really really did lay down and laid all my sorrows and troubles at his feet, and left them there... Ladies I can't tell you how much lighter my Heart is, and the weight of the world is off my back too.
My husband and I still are talking, but I deep down I have hope of us coming together as one again, but I am at peace if it is not going to happen. The Lord has taken that scared angry hurt Lady and gave me Peace; His Peace; I am hoping to be able to keep my home, but that must be the Lords will not mine, and I am at peace with that too. But still being of Flesh I will be sad and heart sick, but trust in the Lord that he knows what is best for me......
It is not easy by no means to walk a path not knowing where it will lead, but I am. So for the sake of our family we are still friends and do want to keep the family together even though we are still apart, we think it is very important that they all feel safe and loved and that we can do family cook outs and such. It is kind of weird that we are so much nicer to each other now, and we are having some fun at times.... so I see that as a good thing... no matter what, we will always be there for our family together.
23yrs of Marriage is a long time to bring out meanness and hate which I will not do and he will not do... we have been together much too long for such petty things...
I had better make this short,,,,,, I know too late..lol I just wanted to share with you all what the Lord is doing for me in my life, and that I love you all for you concern and Prayers. So my the Lord Bless each and every one of you.... Until next time;